Halkar hem den sista biten. Det \u00e4r riktigt halt. Men jag \u00e4r beredd. Det \u00e4r den tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Hinner t\u00e4nka att \u00e5ker man av d\u00e4r p\u00e5 finnmarken s\u00e5 hittas man v\u00e4l aldrig. Men det g\u00e5r bra. Tur \u00e4nnu en g\u00e5ng. Det handlar alltid bara om det – eller skydds\u00e4nglar om man \u00e4r lagd \u00e5t det h\u00e5llet.<\/p>\n
Tr\u00f6tt s\u00e5klart efter tio timmar bakom ratten. Men det har \u00e4nd\u00e5 g\u00e5tt fortare att fara hem \u00e4n ner. En bil med heml\u00e4ngtan kanske eller bara avsaknaden av alla lastbilar som var ig\u00e5ng n\u00e4r jag \u00e5kt ner. Uppeh\u00e5llna och f\u00f6rsenade som de var av stormen. Men regn n\u00e4stan hela v\u00e4gen. S\u00e5 fort m\u00f6rkret \u00e4r d\u00e4r s\u00e5 suger det i sig ljuset. Asfalt och skog \u00e4ter ljus. Det visste man ju f\u00f6rr. \u00c4lgarna och kurvorna och bl\u00e4ndande bilar finns d\u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 b\u00e5de bakom och framf\u00f6r och det blir mycket f\u00f6r en o-cool gubbe i en r\u00f6d Renault ibland. Man blir tr\u00f6tt. Men hem kommer man allts\u00e5 och hemma \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 hemma. Man f\u00e5r tacka den franska bilen f\u00f6r ett utm\u00e4rkt jobb. Den sk\u00f6ter om mig fast jag inte sk\u00f6ter om den. Japp, den lever. \u00c4r pratbar och har hum\u00f6r. Franskt hum\u00f6r och maner. Det f\u00e5r man ha respekt f\u00f6r.<\/p>\n
F\u00f6r tr\u00f6tt f\u00f6r att fundera vidare. En s\u00e4ng och en bok k\u00e4nns som det enda alternativet just nu. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r ber jag att f\u00e5 \u00f6nska v\u00e4rlden goder natt h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n en stort gult hus p\u00e5 en kulle i Los som har en stj\u00e4rnhimmel utan dess like ovanf\u00f6r sig ikv\u00e4ll med \u00e5tminstone tv\u00e5 planeter tydligt synliga som jag just idag inte har en aning om vilja de \u00e4r. Men efter lite s\u00f6mn t\u00e4nker jag ta reda p\u00e5 det. Tr\u00f6tthet vinner \u00f6ver vetgirigt, 1-0 ikv\u00e4ll med score i krysset stolpe in.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Halkar hem den sista biten. Det \u00e4r riktigt halt. Men jag \u00e4r beredd. Det \u00e4r den tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Hinner t\u00e4nka att \u00e5ker man av d\u00e4r p\u00e5 finnmarken s\u00e5 hittas man v\u00e4l aldrig. Men det g\u00e5r bra. Tur \u00e4nnu en g\u00e5ng. Det handlar alltid bara om det – eller skydds\u00e4nglar om man \u00e4r lagd \u00e5t […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10697","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":20995,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20995","url_meta":{"origin":10697,"position":0},"title":"JA! s\u00e4ger jag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-07-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Regnv\u00e4dersdag. 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