{"id":10483,"date":"2013-10-12T11:25:30","date_gmt":"2013-10-12T10:25:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=10483"},"modified":"2013-10-12T11:25:30","modified_gmt":"2013-10-12T10:25:30","slug":"den-stor-trottheten-ar-over-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=10483","title":{"rendered":"Den stor tr\u00f6ttheten \u00e4r \u00f6ver mig."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/vaeldigt_troett_katt_1.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10484\" alt=\"vaeldigt_troett_katt_1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/10\/vaeldigt_troett_katt_1.jpg?resize=369%2C300\" width=\"369\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bl\u00e5 himmel. Tio grader. H\u00f6st. H\u00e4rligt.<\/p>\n<p>Ja man kan gilla det h\u00e4r. Gilla det s\u00e5 mycket att man kan passa p\u00e5 att byta olja och s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 vinterd\u00e4ck. Uteaktiviteter. Just d\u00e4ckbyte \u00e4r s\u00e5dant man annars g\u00e4rna g\u00f6r i sl\u00f6slask. Men inte f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret och det gav mersmak. Att slippa kravla omkring runt en gammal bil, bl\u00f6t och frusen \u00e4r godis och att ist\u00e4llet g\u00f6ra samma sak en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag \u00e4r som att l\u00e5ta n\u00e5gon annan g\u00f6ra jobbet. Det g\u00e5r liksom av sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja just det d\u00e4r sista \u00e4r i alla fall vad jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker utm\u00e5la f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv innan jag efter en sl\u00f6 l\u00f6rdagsmorgon ger mig ut. Vackert v\u00e4der f\u00f6rvisso. Den delen beh\u00f6ver det i alla fall inte r\u00e5da n\u00e5gon os\u00e4kerhet om. Man m\u00e5ste ut.<\/p>\n<p>Tr\u00f6tt idag. Tr\u00f6tt under fredagskv\u00e4llen ig\u00e5r. Vi satte filmen p\u00e5 paus och gick och la oss ist\u00e4llet. Det blev lite f\u00e5nigt med tv\u00e5 personer sovande i varsitt soffh\u00f6rn framf\u00f6r tv visandes en ganska bra film. Gammlefolkstakter. Men ibland \u00e4r det bara sova ut man beh\u00f6ver. Man f\u00e5r finna sig i det.<\/p>\n<p>Men inte \u00e4r man v\u00e4l direkt som en Duracellkanin idag heller. N\u00e4stan lika tr\u00f6tt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l sova middag efter d\u00e4ck och oljebytet. Vila s\u00e5 att man orkar se klart filmen. En halv film borde man v\u00e4l orka med utan att somna in i den tr\u00f6ttes djupa s\u00f6mn. Den stora sl\u00f6heten \u00e4r \u00f6ver mig. Men det \u00e4r ju helg s\u00e5 den f\u00e5r h\u00e5llas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bl\u00e5 himmel. Tio grader. H\u00f6st. H\u00e4rligt. Ja man kan gilla det h\u00e4r. Gilla det s\u00e5 mycket att man kan passa p\u00e5 att byta olja och s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 vinterd\u00e4ck. Uteaktiviteter. Just d\u00e4ckbyte \u00e4r s\u00e5dant man annars g\u00e4rna g\u00f6r i sl\u00f6slask. Men inte f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret och det gav mersmak. Att slippa kravla omkring runt en gammal bil, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11231,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11231","url_meta":{"origin":10483,"position":0},"title":"N\u00e5gra rader till","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-12-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Tr\u00f6tt som en platsbunke vandrar jag ner till kontoret efter en helg med renovering. 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